Post-R2 Catchall!!

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[ So! After everything is said and done, Shilo eventually settles on taking Anne of Cleves up on her "Come be a lady-in-waiting" offer once it's explained to her what's actually meant by that. So now she's a keyboard player! And she's... honestly happier than she's been in a very long time. Sometimes you really do just have to fuckin drop everything and join a band, you know?

Even if apparently your worst-smelling friend from home is a Narrator too and won't stop just kind of showing up once in a while (subject to retcon if someone for some reason apps GR to r3, obvs, but otherwise he's her shitty offscreen uncle who won't leave her alone).

She doesn't do a lot of visiting around, at least not at first! It's nothing against anyone else, of course, but she wants to spend some time settling into her new life. She gets to hang out with a bunch of cool ladies and play sick tunes, this is basically the dream??? Basically the only way it could get better is if Mag were here. But if you want her to be visiting your character, she definitely doesn't spend no time away, you know?

I'm mostly keeping it loose! Come say hi to the newly well-dressed and much more confident and happy Shilo Wallace. She's dating Katherine Howard, an incredibly powerful statement with or without context. ]

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[10amongst3s]

I— yeah? [Katherine’s pulled back now, momentarily frozen as she wonders if she’s read the cues wrong— if she’s created a disaster.]

Oh, no— I’m sorry— I should have asked, and not just like gone for it— total jerk move——

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No! I mean, you're good, it's just-

[ She clears her throat, raising her hands. ]

I just didn't think you - you know - liked me back? I guess? I'm really bad at this, I'm sorry-

[10amongst3s]

What? Of course I liked you back! I thought we were doing a thing! Like—- [She straightens up, and strikes a sudden, cool expression.]

Long, smoldering looks from across the stage, quick, familiar touches and secret meanings, and.... [She lowers her voice to a whisper.]

Subtle yearning?

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[ Shilo... smiles a little, still blushing. ]

That... definitely sounds a lot better than "I keep thinking about how much I want to kiss you but I've never felt like this about anyone before so I don't say anything." So uh... yeah, yearning, that makes me sound way cooler than I have felt.

[10amongst3s]

[Katherine can’t keep up the cool act anymore. She laughs, relieved that she hadn’t messed anything up, or misread the signals too disturbingly.]

Surprise! We can pretend it was that cool thing. No one needs to know.

So... never felt this way about anyone before?

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[ Shilo laughs a little, too, similarly capital-r Relieved. ]

I won't tell anyone if you won't.

[ But she nods, tucking an errant lock of hair behind her ear. ]

Nope, no one. Which is why I am so super good at this, warning you now.

[10amongst3s]

Don’t worry. It’ll be my first time teaching anyone, but you’re in very capable hands. [She speaks with her usual self assured tone, but her smile is soft and gentle, as she too reaches to stroke Shilo’s hair back.]

If... you want to?

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[ Oh - oh, just like that, okay! Shilo blinks a couple times before it really sinks, in but.

I must be brave.

She nods. ]

I... yes, absolutely.

[10amongst3s]

[Katherine pauses, suddenly gaining a serious look as she draws back slightly-- though she does place a hand on Shilo's knee.]

You really want to, right? I don't want to be this something that I boss you into.

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[ Shilo nods. ]

Yeah. I mean I'm nervous, but I'm pretty sure that's normal, and it's not... "I don't want to do this" nervous.

[likemypicture]

If you.... change your mind at any time. You’ll let me know, right? [She hesitates, casting Shilo a very serious look. She wants to make very sure.]

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Yeah.

[ Shilo looks Katherine up and down for a moment, taking things in. ]

Should I be... doing something? With my hands or something? If we're gonna...

[10amongst3s]

Shhh. It’s kind. Just do whatever you think is right. [Katherine pats her her hands.]

We’ll take it slow. One step at a time.

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[ A small swallow, and another nod. ]

Right. Slow sounds nice. I'll follow your lead.

[10amongst3s]

[Katherine Howard finds herself doing something rather unusual-- she hesitates. It's unnatural. Normally, she's thought everything through ahead of time, unfolded every possibility, charted her path before she's even begun-- her stomach stirs.

Oh, God. Please. Let this time be different. Not just for avoiding misery's sake, either.

Even if she's in an unfamiliar state, Shilo's depending on her-- so Katherine musters her courage, nodding at her new girlfriend, gently placing both hands on Shilo's shoulders.]

You can depend on me. [She flushes, instantly thinking the declaration sounds stupid-- and presses her lips against Shilo's-- a distraction from the foolish announcement.]

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[ It's not thoughts, necessarily, but feelings that fill Shilo's head in the last moments before the kiss. There's the residual anxiety left over from the subject of "what if we kissed" finally being broached, the new anxiety of "what if we kiss right now," and the elation of "I'm about to kiss a girl who wants to kiss me and means it." It's a wild mix, considering also the underlying issue of Shilo's experiences with physical affection and how not-actually-that-long-ago so much of it was very suddenly re-contextualized.

In her own way, Shilo is sort of hoping the same thing.

So as cheesy as the statement is, it's welcome, and it gets Shilo to relax enough not to make a complete fool of herself in pressing her lips back against Katherine's. ]